Good day
Let me start with a small disclaimer.
Please note what ever I put in this blog is from my heart based on some facts but names and places have been changed to protect the not so innocent.
I want to start by thanking friends, family and loved ones that have over the past 11 years supported and carried me.
Once again this weekend was so cool to meet new people that just don't judge.
The story today is a short but relevant story maybe to more people then we think.
So after my diagnosis of MS I was confused, scared, uncertain....... This then made me take some decisions for myself but also for people in my life.
So we all know the story of the Heart and the Brain in your body, personally there as been numerous times where I asked myself do you make a Heart decision or a Brain Decision. Funny most of the times these decisions are polar opposites to each other.
So what do you do to protect Hearts.. My own and people Around me.
So we PWMS (People with MS) types have this big challenge that our Brain is gradually breaking down our body. Losing feelings in hands, Then Feet, the Eye sight, then... and so we go on. But our Hearts are somehow being protected physically, but that emotional Heart, that Heart that talks about caring, love and support.
So I needed to make a clear understanding that I would never want to be a burden to anyone specially a loved one. So now we have in my body the brain breaking me down physical... gradually. I have a heart that has a need to reach out to people and loved ones and then the reality...
So this reality is constantly changing and fighting inside a body that is sometimes in pain, sometimes numb sometimes great. The constant fighting of the heart is a real challenge more then the physical challenges of MS.
So protecting Hearts of people you sometimes need to walk away, have a clear do not enter sign on the heart. So this a view to protect other Hearts not necessary one own heart, but these action sadly sometime leads to heartache to people you care about.
“Whatever makes an impression on the heart seems lovely in the eye.” —Sadi
