Preperation

 Good evening all.

So for years I have learned to prepare for the expected and unexpected in everyday life in my Journey. 

So the past weeks I have been preparing again to go for my six monthly drips.. and then there was a glimmer of hope that I could go on the new and greatest medicine, but like all ofer world medical aids has a different time line. But I am fine with this as I know my time will come when it is the right time.

But I have learned again that I would rather focus on my blessings be thankful for the great stuff happening around me. 

Over the past weeks been some fun MS battles from being bed ridden for 4 weeks and a week in hospital. But as I have learned my body needed it.

But in the bigger picture life is great and a blessing. 

Have also had some fun and created MS awareness as below.

https://www.facebook.com/1790232397/posts/pfbid02tv1R3Coi3UeePqhdn1XNgyPMq6Z3mdo6zXTBmWKMAFEUvnjeFJ3JWX5hCYgEACcUl/?

https://glanslewe.blogspot.com/2024/02/veelvuldige-sklerose-veterane-verf-die.html

And these days are the days that take us forward.

Let us look forward and Keep S’Myelin

Just Need to return to excepting

 Good day all,

After a long period of silence I am back as it has taken me some time to get myself in the correct mind space.

I still Remember posting the post about Inner Peace and after tests on Monday this was a clear message to myself. I need Inner peace.

In the words of my specialist Gerrie you have been Diagnosed with MS for over 10 years and you will get weaker, things will fall, you will walk into walls and the pain will continue. But I need to decide in my headspace if it will affect me, or change me. 

As we live our lives we as people have a negative outlook at our lives and what we have. After traveling around South Africa and seeing places and meeting people that I never thought of meeting. You have your hours and days of going back in your past.

Starting at the place that I experienced the most sadness, confused as ever before,  uncertainty and the sense of loss. As we were standing next to the grave and looking at the candle burning in the wind,  the words of Sir Elton John Runs through your head Candle in the wind the version that was played for Princess Diana just few weeks after Gerda.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IRL5g9ajgqQ&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Thinking about that time I still remember a good friend of Gerda saying that at least they will both be in good company.

The moment of "MAKE PEACE AND LIVE IN LOVE " Is born!

We as people need to make peace. The death Of a loved one, the loss of loved ones, death of a child, and Severe or terminal illness, we need to make peace to really live in love.

PEACE IS ABOUT
People - Starting with me myself and I
Emotions - Aceptance, Regret and forgiveness
Action - Reaching out and embracing
Commitment - people love, and unconditional love
Energy - Positive Energy

It's in times like these that you become quite and humbled with what we have.
As we live our lives we all get challenged with OPPORTUNITIES. We have the choice what to do with this what we want to . So we can hide it,  we can ignore it or we can work with it. But the choice is our own.  I have learned that the universe will always give us chance to make PEACE with these opportunities. It has taken me years to realise that we need to live in love, as the world can only be a better place if we are surrounded by love.

But love can only be there if you are at total PEACE with yourselve and all that is around you,  the people and the individual challenges.

As a South African I have been given opportunities to learn,  but as I look back I realised that I still need to learn from all the new and old opportunities that I am surrounded with.

So I feel now that I am learning about making peace and Living in love, life is just getting better.

We as people can overcome everything if we have peace in our heart and truly live in love.

Humbled

After the Week of having the Word MS Day I was so humbled by the events that followed after my attempt to create Awareness for MS.

So I send a mail and put something on my blog to try to do my bit for creating awareness. And then it happened I started getting responses on this. From all over the world from people I know, People close to me, People I have never known, People in the Middle of Africa, and People from Ireland and so I can continue.

With these people sent me mails of blessings and motivation. But then there were those emails that were really personal and opened up my heart. People that where telling me how they appreciated what I was doing but then telling me their deepest and most personal fears. Not to mention names as it is not my place to do but the one mail from an unbelievable Person and Parent regarding her pain as she almost lost her New born daughter due to heart defect. I was Humbled by this as this just made me think about how blessed I am. (Thanks for bringing tears to my eyes and making me feel so blessed)

So thanks for all for your mails, your messages. You will never understand how this helps one get up in the morning to know that there will always be something positive to pull me through the day: a mail, a BBM, an SMS, a Facebook posting or a call.

As I watched the movie last night “The Vow” I also realised the Moments of impact in our life and how it can change our lives as we know it. But I realised that we don’t understand those moments when they happen but as the World we live in there will be the point of Equilibrium that we will look back and understand that those Moments of impact made us better people. Then we can continue our lives by adding value to other people and the loved ones around us.

Thanks to all that made me reach that point of Humbleness.

Let our “Moments of Impact” in our lives create a Positive impact on our selves but most importantly, on those around us.